To Put it Simply...

I realize that the steps I'm taking can't start until December, so I decided to begin to take matters into my own hands. I was looking at jobs, and I'm starting to feel insecure. Its weird I look at the jobs I'm qualified for and I feel that there is no way I can even do that, because I'm just too young. Then I look at the jobs I want to apply for and they require a lot less then I have on my resume. I just want to find something that is perfect. The in between that is for people who have some qualifications, but not such a big responsibility right away. I feel like I'll get there on the day of the interview and me being young with little job experience besides the three years I spent with my Campus bookstore job. But then do I just work a retail job for a few years and then move up? Really, what are you supposed to do? Most people that have perfect jobs said they knew someone or it just fell into their lives. I guess I need to find an in somewhere, but its a little hard, when the only possiblities of that have their hiring on hold.