I'd better not...

Where do you get off telling me what to do? Today so many things just didn't work, at least not the way I expected. I guess we all have to start somewhere

Maybe I should just give up...

People have these expectations of me. They say that I am this self motivating, driven individual and despite my disability I am able to over come and live life fully. That was me before. If you saw me now you would notice how negative and sad I've become. Finding a job is impossible if you don't drive. And everyone says i'll figure it out and that life will get better, but can anyone tell me exactly how that is going to happen? They say I can find a job and there are people who are far worse off than me, then show them to me and show me exactly how to do it, because I am so tired of trying and failing. I want an instruction manual on exactly how to do this without a car.

Gummy Bears

I'm in love with them. they're the most beautiful little tiny gems when the light catches them. Texturally they have a bite but bounce back. And they just taste like happy. I love having them around.

Between You and Me...

I hate life right now.

Common Sense

There are some obvious things that occur in life. Common sense should exist to improve life. The lack of it is definitely detrimental to development. If something fails consistently common sense would tell you to try it another way. I don't see how this is not obvious. I know I only make sense to myself and in my head.