Maybe I should just give up...

People have these expectations of me. They say that I am this self motivating, driven individual and despite my disability I am able to over come and live life fully. That was me before. If you saw me now you would notice how negative and sad I've become. Finding a job is impossible if you don't drive. And everyone says i'll figure it out and that life will get better, but can anyone tell me exactly how that is going to happen? They say I can find a job and there are people who are far worse off than me, then show them to me and show me exactly how to do it, because I am so tired of trying and failing. I want an instruction manual on exactly how to do this without a car.