Thursday, June 3, 2010

Oh Dear...

I just want to skip all this young crap and enjoy growing old. I am at that age where people party and drink, and hate waking up early and are so judgmental and superficial. I understand that I don't have to do those things, and for the most part I don't. I just mean that I hate that it exists and I can't be apart of it because of "health issues". I just want someone to grow old with and be in love with. Have some kids and a dog. I want to live an adult life already. Maybe in someways I am already an old person. Watching myself wither away is hard sometimes, but I try to be optimistic.

On another note I feel you should do whatever makes you happy as long as you have the means and no one is getting hurt. Who the hell cares if what you like and care about is shallow? I do what I need to to stay happy, and retail therapy is it for me for now...

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