January 29, 2010

So today definitely didn’t go as planned. I thought I would go in and talk they would listen. Say the right words and I’d feel a little better. Instead they told me all the words I’ve been told that I know never work. I mean she gave me career advice, and then started talking about other people and how much worse off they are. And when they brought up faith and religion I was about ready to walk away. I paid 30 dollars to hear what I could hear my grandma tell me everytime I see her. And the worst part of it all is that what I’m feeling is what a lot of people go through and its not that serious. Do they need to wait till I do something drastic to see I have a problem? I never knew feeling better took planning. It really sucks that I have to figure out what to say so they’ll stop telling me this crap. And the icing on the already shitty cake I got a voicemail from Roxy and Brit saying that I better not be at a doctor for my depression.