There were no tears. I understand that it is time for me to leave and I do feel like I put everything on the table and said everything, but I know my problems are not all completely gone. That fear I have is still looming over everything. I think I've taken a lot of good things and have made so many improvements in my life. In just three weeks, I got out of bed, hung out my friends again. Finished my paperwork for the department of rehabilitation, went to an Ataxia support group, planning to start my own support group and fixed my sleep schedule. I understand they are all small in hindsight, but they are huge for me.
Today I laughed alot and people told me how much I helped them with my words, which I haven't felt in a long time. I'm going to miss the reason to get up in the morning and the safety but I understand there is a life to live outised of the comfort zone. It's just daunting and scary, but at least now I know I'm not experiencing it alone.
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